This past week had taught me a terrible lesson about the fragility of life. One moment someone can be alive and happy and then, in one sudden moment, he can become a lifeless corpse being pulled out of the wreckage.

This past Monday, the 28th of June, 2010, I left my mom’s to what was going to be the first of my last three days of work at Bangkok Post’s Guru Magazine. I left at around noon. On my way out I remember seeing my step dad for the very last time sitting in the kitchen. Not wanting to interrupt his morning moment of zen I opted to not say bye to him. I continue to think today, “had I just said hello, could things have been different? Would he still be alive today?”

Approx. 12:30pm. I get a call from my mother. “Son, please come home. ET has driven the car off the fourth floor and has fallen down”. ET was the nickname I made for him many years back which somehow stuck and became his standard moniker over the years. It stands for “Emperor Tadaaki”. His name was Tadaaki Okada. His suave sense of style combined with his very proper personality probably inspired that nickname. Even to this day, the user name on his personal computer in our home is “ET”.

Shocked, I asked her, “what do you mean?”

She replied, “ET, he has driven off the building can you please come home?” She sounded weak. Her voice which usually projected strength and confidence was replaced by a terrified whimper. We live in an apartment building. His car had driven off the parking on the fourth floor while getting his car washed.

By the time I was at mom’s in Sukhumvit soi 11, I was greeted with a crowd. The news reporters and photographers had appeared in hope of snapping photos of the wreckage. Even some of the photographers from the Bangkok Post were there. It was around 12:50pm and they were already in their ready positions as rescue workers tried to figure out what to do.

On my way home I kept praying and hoping that the car had landed on its nose and minimized the impact. I kept hoping that my step dad would be okay and this would just be a funny incident that we could all laugh at in the near future over some drinks.

Photo credit: Post Today

Things could not have been worse. The car had landed upside down with two walls cut through the middle. Among the swarm of news reporters, rescue workers and bystanders there was my mom, sitting there, face covered in tears. We sat together for about three hours unsure of the situation. Is he alive? Is he in pain? Is he dead? We kept asking ourselves these questions fearing the worst but hoping for a miracle. I stayed strong for her, sitting beside my crying mother. No one wanted to tell us what was going on as we awaited the fate of Tadaaki Okada who was suspended upside down, two meters above, in his wrecked car.

Fellow tenants kept approaching us, sending us their condolences. Bless them.

rescue workers trying to bring him out, photo credit: Post Today

After about three hours he was finally pulled out of the wreckage onto the other side of the wall. The reporters, the news hunters started snapping his picture while we had to drive around the block to get to the other side.

Tadaaki Okada, 59, dead. Photo credit: Post Today

His body was miraculously intact save for his head which had turned purple from hanging upside down for three hours. The autopsy report showed that the crushed car had pressed him into a position where the steering wheel had pressed onto his windpipes. Some of the possible causes of death could include brain hemorrhage from the falling impact or suffocation via the steering wheel. Whatever it was, he was dead. There were no doubts  now as he lay motionless on the stretcher, his mouth hanging open. My mother, her two housekeepers and myself all dropped to our knees besides my step father.

My mother grabbed a small figurine from her bag. “Darling, this is your favourite Buddha, you can now take it to heaven with you”, she said as her trembling hands placed the wooden figurine beside his lifeless corpse. Then we all cried like we had never cried before. I cried so much there were eventually drops of blood in my tears. Mom wailed on, crying over how they were only months away from their twentieth anniversary together and how wonderful he was to her.

He was gone. The people around us were already trying to suggest that it was suicide. People were already pointing fingers.

I’D LIKE TO MAKE IT VERY CLEAR: Tadaaki Okada had a phobia of death. He did everything to live longer than his father who died of leukemia. Half of our home fridge is still filled with his multi-vitamins. Every day the 59-year-old man would spend at least two hours in the gym just to keep the Reaper away.

On the morning of his death he went with our two maids to wash two cars, the Audi and the Honda CRV, a lower-powered SUV. After getting the Audi washed, Tadaaki parked it on the side. The SUV was parked on the slope going down. This badly placed slope went straight down into the car washing zone. The only thing separating the cars from the plunge of death was a short concrete barricade roughly half the height of a regular car wheel. There was also a metal railing but it was not properly reinforced into the walls and could be loosened with a single solid kick. Its metal was rusty and eroded by the daily car washes.  There is also an over-sized non-regulated speed hump that separated the car washing area from the rest of the parking.

When Tadaaki drove his car down the slope he lost control. He over accelerated. He tried to stop but the wet floor made it impossible. His car then hit the speed hump which made the car jump right into the flimsy metal barricade. For a second the car teetered on the short concrete barricade. According to several eye witnesses, including our maid and some of the other drivers in the area, in this short moment Tadaaki tried to reverse the car but it was no use. The 1999 Honda CRV was a front wheel drive. The car then flipped forward and plunged upside-down onto the concrete wall.

Tadaaki was in no way suicidal. Suicidal people don’t wash one car one moment and then kill themselves the next. Suicidal people don’t put the gear in reverse. AND SUICIDAL PEOPLE DON’T SPEND HOURS DAILY TRYING TO LIVE LONGER.

Knowing his great fear of death I could only barely imagine the fear that must have gone through his mind when he was literally teetering on the brink of mortality. What would you do if you were to know that you had seconds to live?

It gets worse. Tadaaki’s father died at the age of 61. Despite all his hard efforts to outlive his father, Tadaaki died at 59.

It gets even worse. Later that evening, news reports revealed that this was not the first time a car had busted through the barricades. The first incident happened when a car parked on neutral gear slid down the slope and broke through. The second incident involved a woman breaking through the barricade on the seventh floor. In both cases the cars teetered on that short concrete barricade but did not fall down. Both cars were also not front-heavy SUVs either.

The question I ask is if it has already happened twice, why has nothing been done about it since? Why was the building’s budget allocated only to aesthetic upgrades rather than to safety enhancements? Why did our ET have to die?

A happier time.

  1. johntom says:

    My deepest condolences to you and your family, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

  2. Sunny Lau says:

    This is truly an accident that should’ve been avoided if city building development authority had exercised their regulation oversight.

    It’s clear the regulators did not do their job.

    Possibly corrupt official.

    Hope the true cause will be disclosed and corrected so that others will not loose their loved ones.

  3. Tay Tatt Cheng says:

    What a dreadful morning for me to wake-up to read this email from your mum.
    I am still in shock and trying to get a hold on the situation and myself, is it really for real! Oh my gawd, I still can’t believe its happend so tragically for Tadaaki.

    Please convey my deepest condolence to all concerned, especially to your mum, Diana.

    I knew Tadaaki through Diana, and although our meetings have been few and far in-between, he had always been a most gracious host and a Man of true stature.

    On reflection, I always remembered those great times together, now I treasure those memories even more.

    Tadaaki-San, may the Lord bless your sould and may you rest in peace for you’re now safe in the arms of the Lord.

    Diana, again my deepest condolence.

    I am deeply saddened too.


  4. Jee Yen Low says:

    Dearest Pooi Fuen,

    I am horrified by the news of Tadaaki’s death. I can only imagine the pain you are feeling now. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

    I am fortunate to have met Tadaaki at our last gathering in your apartment at Bangsar Peak.

    Pooi Fuen, if I can help in any way to lessen your grief, please let me know.

    Jee Yen

  5. gary and ute says:

    Dear Oz,
    as you know we met your lovely mum and Aaki only a year ago. It was most unusual that one can form such a wonderful friendship within such a short period of time. It is testimony to our good fortune that we did meet and have been able to spend such good times together with your mum and Aaki. Then, after a few month we also got to meet you and Erica and from what was then already a great fiendship, we now felt included in your family, adding greatly to the appreciation of our friendship. This sudden departure of Aaki leaves a huge void in all of us. He was exeptional and as far as we are concerned, he still is and will be for a long time to come!

    I do agree with your comments on the suicide issue. It is strange that such thoughts come to mind so quickly. I think we know so little about the complex Japanese culture and in times of tragedy for some strange reason we have a weird desire to express whatever we do know.It could even be a sign of guilt at that time. Aaki had so many friends and in such an unexpected situation people struggle to come to terms with it, blaming themselves for not knowing more or having done more. In the more detailed analysys it is surely not an expression of sensationalism that may have murmured amongst those unfortunate to be at the site of the accident. Forgive them for thinking like it, they have only expressed their own limits and capacity to cope!

    Both, Ute and I consider ourselves lucky to have known Aaki and our memory of him will always be a “cocktail” of tears and happiness!

    our thoughts are with you ………..always! Ute and Gary

  6. thank you everyone. ET would have been happy to know that he is in your thoughts.

  7. Christne (Meng Lee) says:

    Dear Diane,

    I am so sorry to hear that…

    Take good care and we loves you….

    Christine & Family

  8. Yvonne Loke says:

    Dearest Diana,

    My deepest condolences….and our prayers and thoughts be with you…feel so blessed to have met your wonderful Tadaaki in the April gathering.



  9. Nakul Kamani says:

    Dear Diana,
    Thank you for sharing the blog details with me. I read through with disbelief, as much as this news has been for me and surely all your other friends since the day I got the sad news.
    Tadaaki was a friend, a true gentleman, and one of the most dapper dressers, it has been my pleasure to have met.
    His leaving us will leave a deep void which we may never be able to fill.
    As expressed earlier, if there is any way in which I can be of assistance to you, at this difficult time, all you have to is ask>
    Yours sincerely

  10. kritapol Todd sundaravej says:

    Dear Diana,
    I would like to express my deepest condolence to you and your family.
    I think that not only the owner of this building should be taken to court, but so should the building inspecter.

  11. Amy & Cornell says:

    Dearest Diana & family,

    We are horrified and much saddened by the sudden and tragic death of Okada-san. The friendship period may not have been that long but its the impression that has lingered on… We know what pain you must have felt and will still continue to feel for a long time and we urge you to be strong.
    Our warmest and heartfelt condolences to you and your family. Take good care!

    Many many best wishes,
    Amy & Cornell

  12. Inga says:

    Dear Oz and Diana,
    I just got to know about tragedy.I know there is no words to soothe the pain.My deepest condolences to your family.Dear Diana, I wish you to find a strength to live further.Be strong for your kids and yourself.If somehow I can help you,I am ready any time.Just call.

    With love

  13. jw says:

    My deepest condolences to you and your family on the sudden loss of your beloved. Prayers and thoughts with you and family in this difficult time. May he rest in peace, and may your family find the strength and fortitude to get through this to find tranquility.

  14. Aunty Mei says:

    Dear Pengkit,
    I have no idea how Okada died until your mom wrote to tell us to look into your blog.
    You are most courageous to share your grief with us. It is a freak accident, it is hard to accept that life can be so fragile. I told this unfortunate tale to my friends here in Italy, the lesson for 2010 is Okada our friend should not died in vain, we should treasure every moment of our living time, giving ourselves joy when ever possible and also to give others joy before we kick the bucket. More than ever in memeory of Okada, my bucket list will be to give joy to myself and also to others. Take great care of your mom.
    Aunty Mei

  15. kelly and sukamto says:

    Dear Diana and Oz,

    We are so sorry for your loss and outraged to know it was an accident that should have been prevented. Truly a sad and devastating loss. You have our deepest condolences and our thoughts and prayers are with you as you heal from this most heart wrenching event.


    Kelly and Sukamto

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